My FYP

懂愛

從前在一座小島上住著各種‘‘感覺’’
有一天這個小島不知道為什麼突然要沉了
各種‘‘感覺’’紛紛搭著自己的船爭先恐後準備要離開

而有一種叫‘‘愛’’的感覺卻不急著走
直到島沉下去的最後一刻它才離開
但它的船卻莫名其妙的破了

它開始找尋其他的‘‘感覺’’
向它們求救
首先它找到‘‘虛榮’’

但‘‘虛榮’’卻覺得泡在水裡的‘‘愛’’上船後會弄髒它的船
於是便不理它
‘‘愛’’又找到‘‘富貴’’

但是‘‘富貴’’的船上裝滿了金銀珠寶跟本沒法讓它上船
繼續找．．．
它找到‘‘快樂’’


‘‘愛’’對著‘‘快樂’’求救
但‘‘快樂’’就是快樂
正不知為了什麼事高興

跟本沒看到‘‘愛’’
繼續找．．．
這次‘‘愛’’找到了‘‘孤單’’

但已‘‘孤單’’經習慣自己一個人孤單
所以還是沒讓‘‘愛’’上船
正當‘‘愛’’絕望時

突然有一個老人伸手把它拉上自己的船
老人沒說什麼．．．
也一樣跟著其他感覺找尋可棲身的小島

最後它們到了一個小島後
老人把‘‘愛’’放下後就又坐上船走了
‘‘愛’’一直沒機會問老人的名字

直到不久後它遇到另一個老人‘‘智慧’’
‘‘智慧’’告訴‘‘愛’’那個救它的老人是"時間"
‘‘智慧’’說：『時間之所以會救愛,是因為只有時間能肯定愛的存在』

what i have done for this 3 week

ok.. really is time for me to updated my blog joh.. since my last post in on December 15... sigh i been lazy lazy and lazy recently..
i just wanna updated you all with the thing i have done in this 3 week holiday.. the 1st day i went back to my home town i was catch by my father and he tell me that in penang one got one 'god doctor' that can cure any nose problem( me and my mother always got nose problem) so he ask me to go take a look. but the problem is the 'god doctor' is in penang!!! i need to drive about 3 hour just to c that 'god doctor' and spend 3 more hour to come back home.... but that my father ORDER!!!! i need to go no matter what ... so next day me , my mother and my father depart from my home town on 9 something morning and reach there around 12.... that 'god doctor' is actually specialist in catch the 'nose worm' .. yes you not read wrong is nose worm.. that doctor say every people got nose worm just depend on the quantity only. is hard to believe right? i hard to believe on that time too but after i do the 'treatment' i have to believe that, cause my nose really got worm....

as you all can see.. the black color is actually the medicine to catch those worm and the little white color thing is actually my 'worm' inside my nose.... scary right...

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the next thing i do during the holidays i went to sabah for my holidays trip!!! i go with my super wife... actually we go sabah not just for travel, my super wife go there to settle some company work and i go there to visit my best friends. event just a few days trip but we really enjoy the trip. lucky i got one friends there , cause he can bring us to walk around the kk and other sabah place. At the first night, my friends bring us to a seafood restaurant, that is only one thing i can say here... the seafood there is really really really nice and CHEAP!!!! walao... we almost order whole table with prawn. crab and fish but just rm 2oo++.. and the seafood is very delicious...
then the next day we went to the gunung kota kinabalu. but we not go climb the mountain la.. we just go the the food of the mountain to take a look and take picture only. after that we went to my friends place stay a night and we lead to labuan at the next day morning. that is a very enjoy and happy trip .. but one thing not good is the distance between one place to other place is very far!!!! we almost spend half of our trip just to sit in the car....

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the last thing i do is i attended my best friends wedding dinner... that dinner also consider a hometown friends gathering dinner.. is happy to meet back all the old friends,

is really long time didn't go back and meet my old friends already. actually can say is hard to let each other to meet. really appreciate that night and hope we all can meet again soon.

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that all for my simple sharing .. hehe actually i still got many thing can write in here but i really lazy to write... what to do .. lazy cannot be cure.. so .. that all .. bye bye

一生都要學習做人

** 一生都要學習做人 **
星雲大師有一位徒弟，大學畢業後，到夏威夷讀碩士，又到耶魯讀博士，花了好多年的時間，終於得到博士，非常歡喜。有一天他回來，對星雲說：「師父，我現在得到博士學位了，以後要再學習什麼呢？」星雲說：「學習做人。」學習做人是一輩子的事，沒有辦法畢業的。星雲覺得人生，不管是士農工商、各種人等，只要學習就有進步，我们需要學習的事。

第一、「學習認錯」。人常常不肯認錯，凡事都說是別人的錯，認為自己才是對的，其實不認錯就是一個錯。認錯的對象可以是父母、朋友、社會大眾、佛祖，甚至向兒女或是對我不好的人認錯，自己不但不會少了什麼，反而顯得你有度量。學習認錯是美好的，是一個大修行。

第二、「學習柔和」。人的牙齒是硬的，舌頭是軟的，到了人生的最後，牙齒都掉光了，舌頭卻不會掉，所以要柔軟，人生才能長久，硬反而吃虧。心地柔軟了，是修行最大的進步。一般形容執著的人說，你的心、你的性格很冷、很硬，像鋼鐵一樣。如果我們像禪門說的調息、調身、調心，慢慢調伏像野馬、像猴子的這顆心，令它柔軟，人生才能活得更快樂、更長久。

第三、「學習生忍」。這世間就是忍一口氣，風平浪靜，退一步海闊天空；忍，萬事都能消除。忍就是會處理、會化解，用智慧、能力讓大事化小、小事化無。各位要生活、要生存、要生命，有了忍，可以認清世間的好壞、善惡、是非，甚至接受它。

第四、「學習溝通」。缺乏溝通，就會產生是非、爭執與誤會。現在中國大陸、香港和台灣，兩岸三地最重要的就是溝通，相互了解、相互體諒、相互幫助，大家都是龍兄虎弟，互相爭執、不溝通怎麼能和平呢？

第五、「學習放下」。人生像一只皮箱，需要用的時候提起，不用的時就把它放下，應放下的時候，卻不放下，就像拖著沉重的行李，無法自在。人生的歲月有限，認錯、尊重、包容才能讓人接受，放下才自在啊！

第六、「學習感動」。我們看到人家得好處，要歡喜；看到好人好事，要能感動。感動是一個愛心、菩薩心、菩提心，在我幾十年的歲月裡，有許多事情、語言感動了我，所以我也很努力的想辦法讓別人感動。

第七、「學習生存」。為了生存，我要維護身體健康，身體健康不但對自己有利，也讓朋友、家人放心，所以也是孝親的行為。

happydudes live

27.11.09 my band happydude was perform live again for the leo charity concert at pei teck primary school hall. this time we was 'special' a bit for the other normal performance ... cause this time we all wear the cartoon mask to the stage... haha .. happydude mah ... must wear funny funny thing to bring happy to people... so that day after the rehearsal we all 5 big guy went to toys shop and choose our favor cartoon character mask.... is sound silly but it really funny .. we went few shop to find the mask .. and finally we went to one toys shop near at the bunga raya road there and found the thing we want... we actually test the and play with the mask on the spot at that shop.. i dunno other people will scared by us not... 5 big guy play with the small kid cartoon mask...
we end up with me with the power rangers mask, vocalist jian lun with the spiderman , drummer billy with the dog mask, lead guitar kkm with ultraman, rhythm guitar poke lek with Donald duck mask.....

power ranger... do ignore the hand behind.. haha
that night we perform 2 song .. one is i wanna from all american reject and other one is love story cover by right coast...

happydudes....

LCC night

噩梦

兜兜转转了那么多圈

最终还是回到了原点

原以为是美好的梦境

却发现是噩梦的开始

挣扎还是挣扎不出来

始终没从噩梦中醒来

难道就逃离不出噩梦

泪从眼出累从不停止

逃不出魔掌梦的破灭

逃避也抵挡不住压力

现来的悔意又有何用

早知如此又何必当初

雨

雨一滴一滴落下

滑落在身上寒冷

风吹过有点刺骨

衣裳也抵挡不住

寒冷无助和无奈

泪不知不觉流落

多么无奈也没法

忍耐还是忍耐着

雨越大风不停止

雨后的彩虹何处

心中的冷漠何灭

雨过天晴何时到

何时何刻何时晴

雨中漫步寒冷的

漫长的路还得走

没终点无法停下

All American Reject live in bukit jalil car park

I not sure you all know about it or not , at 31.10.09 Saturday 6pm, AAR(all american reject) come malaysia to open their live concert in bukit jalil car park !!! i was waiting for this concert til my 'neck become long' already. haha
so on that day around 4 pm i went pudu station to fetch my friend who come from melaka just to join this concert, after that we all take our dinner at 5 something cause we know that the concert wont end so early ...

we reach bkt jalil around 5.30 pm .. there already many people waiting at there !!
the crowd on the entrance gate !!

due to my cut queue skill so we manage to stand in the very front place to watch the concert!! haha all my friends say thank to me cause i help them cut queue..!! hehe.. the concert start around 7 something cause they need time to settle down the crowd and the sound check...

the crowd waiting the concert to begin

actually that day the organization got invite 3 more local band to perform on that night too, the 1st band to performed is a local band call DISAGREE.



they mainly play the soft rock song... so their performance is can just consider as the warm up for the show.

the 2nd band to perform is call pop shuvit is a local band too ..

they mostly perform rap and techno rock song on that night !! i like their song , they are so great , i think their most famous song 'mara bahaya' when they perform this song that day the crowd was so high and follow to sing with them !!

the 3rd band to performed is call one buck short

i not really know about this band so i not going discuss more on it ... paiseh

FINALLY !!!! after that 3 local band finish !!!! the main band is come !!!! the following band just after the one buck short is AAR!!!! the all american reject!!!!!
even though we almost wait til one hour to let them do the sound check .. but not going to stop the crowd passion to watch aar like performance !!! finally at 9 something aar come on the stage and perform their first song move along!!!!



soli that my phone camera is not good at night .. paiseh can really see the picture....

we crowd is high til the climate when they come out and perform the 1st move along song !!! almost all people was singing with them!!!! the second song there perform is falling apart .. this is one of their new album song .. this song is high enough to let the crowd sing and high with them!!
the 3rd song was dirty little secret ... one of the new album song too ...
the crowd become super climate when they sing the i wanna and give you hell song !!! i almost cannot hear the music from the stage .. what can i hear is just the sound of the crowd !! is really amazing !!!!

aar is really amazing and incredible cause when they perform in live the vocal and instrument sound is totally same with the one we hear from cd.. that mean they really got the 'real kung fu ' to sing on the stage!!!!!
hope they will come to malaysia again next time .. i sure will go and support them again!!

simple sharing

It been long time i didn't come back to updated my blog here... its because of lazy ?? or its because of too busy?? haha me myself also not sure .. its actually quite a lot of thing happened recently but i just no mood shared it on my blog .. but finally now i got the mood to blogging.. so i want to shared all the thing happened to me recently to here ...
hehe 1st of all, i have been finish my industrial training and back to campus, due to this semester i need to take my fyp .. so i just like other people 1st day of the school reopen already rush to faculty to meet and 'beg' the lecture to adopt us as their fyp student .. for my case.. i totally cant find any lecturer that can adopt me on Monday!! that was scary man .. i start to think other way to settle it .. and the only way to settle it is propose a title myself to lecturer.. so at monday night i use whole night just to think a suitable title for my fyp... and lastly i come out with the title call intelligent alarm clock and plan to propose to my lecturer.. on tuesday.. everything is running smooth on tuesday.. my lecturer accept my title and want to adopt me under him.. so this is happy ending right?? hehe no!!! on wednesday i receive an email from other lecturer telling me that he accept me as his fyp student.. (this lecturer is the one that i want join his title, but that time he told me got 5 ppl under his consideration list .. so i was worry and plan to propose other title to other lecturer)... so now mean i got 2 title.. is the vise versa case from monday which i got n title at all!!! that is really a hard time for me to choose btw this 2 title.. but finally i made up my mind to choose the title that i want initially ... and pass the tile that i proposed to my housemate... so this is what happened for my starting period of my fyp.. hope everything will be smooth and nice til the end of my fyp...

Beside the fyp case .. i was felt so happy that i can meet back all my fellow frd that jz come back from industrial training, we already didn't meet each other for around 5 month ... haha what i wan to say is ..ermm there is nothing much change for them, fat still fat, slim still slim , bird ppl still bird ppl.. haha but is really happy that can meet them again..

This semester i only take one subject and 1 fyp... ermmm is really been a long time i didn't touch any text book!!! so is not 'use to be' when i enter the first lecture,... i need to face back those lecture slide and lecture note!!1 omg .. all my nightmare is coming back along with all this slide and note!!! my brain is already jam without study in this 4 month .. but lucky not only me like that .. almost all my coursemate face the same problem too.. the most funny thing is when the lecturer give us a simple quiz to test us the simple formula that we have learn during our beta years... no one of my fr can do that !!!! walao ..... i think really is time for us to wash our brain and keep our brain on ready to study mood already..
i think that all i want to shared this time .. update u all next time ..
c ya

真實的擁有

你問,是寧可從來都沒有得到過,還是寧可得到又失去？

如果從未得到,就像嚮往一處很美卻不曾到達的風景,

心中永遠都有一種渴求,一種不甘心,那將成為心裡的一個空洞。

如果得到又失去,雖然會心痛,卻能把這個痛轉化為一種了然,一種澈悟。



所以,親愛的,不要為了害怕失去而不敢追求,

也不要為了失去的痛苦而追悔當初,因為那個從無到有、再從有到無的過程是你的,

因為那個擁有時如在天堂、失去時如在地獄的經驗是你的,

親愛的,這才是真實的擁有。

至於你所失去的,不過是天使交給你暫時保管的天堂寶物。

genting@itp farewell trip

waw .. time really pass super fast witout us notice... i already finish my 4 month itp in eonenet.com( my itp company) .. all this happen just like one minute ... i still remember the 1st day i go to work ... so excited and scared .. but now i already finish my itp.. waw cant belive it ...

hehe this post i wanna shared the memory during my itp... my main task is help customer create and edit their website... tell you what before i go eonenet i totally got no knowledge on html and java script... so the first few week i really made my senior Mr yap heachache cause i not helping him to solve problem yet helping him to create more problem ... haha but after he teach me many 'real kungfu' i can handle the job quite well liao .. thks u ya ah yap...

i really learn alot of skill during my itp but sad thing is no one is related to my engineering field... sigh ...nvm la atleast i can learn new thing mah ...right..haha. during this itp , i was touched the marketing field .. my company main income is actually from the seminar..we provide the internet marketing seminar to teach ppl how to create and start a business on internet.. i got incharge to sale our seminar package during my itp ...tell you what .. our full 2 days seminar cost about 13K ringgit malaysia !!!! but we all can attained it with free!! haha nice leh ...

i really appreciate and feel happy for my itp time.. thks all onenet staff that help me and teach me a lot.. thks ah yap , apple , pelvin , alex , dennis , wilson , and miss mooi ..

we have organise a farewell trip to genting, but we spent all the time for photo shooting and casino ... haha but we all do enjoy the trip ... here i post some pic for that trip...

me and ah yap

miss apple

pelvin

dennis

wilson ng

the only one group pic

sorry alex i dont have your pic so cant post here..

for more pic pls go my fb ... reach me with this email : kelvin_meng54@hotmail.com

IB NIGHT PERFORMANCE

09.09.09, that day my band 'happy dude' was been ask to perform for the ib night event, the first problem we face is that me and my other friends jian(rythm guitarist) is currently working in kl so this become a big problem for us to travel back to melaka for practice, at last we decided that every weekend we travel back to melaka just for practice then travel back to kl again .... what a tired journey , but we all enjoy it actually... haha. As all my bandmate say that 'die for music' haha we can do anything just for music.

i would like borrow this opportunityto introduce my bandmate here , ok 1st i would like to introduce my group leader, he is the one who gather all of us together and form this band , his name is kkm (u can either call him kukumeng, kwong kar meng ,kar meng) he is lead guitar for our band.

this is him kkm ( we usually call him kukumeng)

ok . the second ppl i wanna introduce is jian lun the rythm guitarist, he is my classmate actually know this fellow since first years in study in mmu, funny guy , talent in guitar , and got a bit fat ^^oh ya he is our vocal for our band too ...


now is the drummer turn, his name is billy , an english education guy, only know english , langsung taklak tahu mandarin , haha so some time when we discuss something in mandarin he sure look blur blur and dunno what the hell is going on... damn funny everytime i need to translate the the meaning to him, he is a funny guy too, can play well in drum , the 1st time i meet him was we plan to join one competition .. oh ya all the girl out there he is a handsome and muscle guy oh .. hehe ask me for his contact if you want it.


lastly is me ..haha the bassist , nothing to talk abt me .. hehe so just show the picture enuogh


here i post some picture during that night

before the show start , sound test ...



for more picture you can add me in facebook ... u can reach me by this email kelvin_meng54@hotmail.com
ok la that all for now.

Canon 450D 1st try

Lat night me and my super wife bring along our new family member (our small baby XD) canon 450D to bukit jalil for our canon 450D virgin test. haha, we really long time din't play with the dslr already so the picture we take last night is really a bit low standard.. haha any how i decided to upload our small baby virgin product to my blog. hope that you all can give me some comment. thks ya

1) lonely toys

2) lonely toys again

3) 'lala' @.@

4) Stadium Nasional

5) building inside Stadium Nasional

6) building inside Stadium Nasional

7)building inside Stadium Nasional

8) tree

9) UFO

10)dunno what this thing call ^^

11) building from far

12) Road to Stadium Nasional

13) Pokok Kelapa XD

14) Building And Pool

15) That building again

16) Same Building Again and Again

17) my small wife and big wife ^^

18) My Small Wife