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懂愛

從前在一座小島上住著各種‘‘感覺’’
有一天這個小島不知道為什麼突然要沉了
各種‘‘感覺’’紛紛搭著自己的船爭先恐後準備要離開

而有一種叫‘‘愛’’的感覺卻不急著走
直到島沉下去的最後一刻它才離開
但它的船卻莫名其妙的破了

它開始找尋其他的‘‘感覺’’
向它們求救
首先它找到‘‘虛榮’’

但‘‘虛榮’’卻覺得泡在水裡的‘‘愛’’上船後會弄髒它的船
於是便不理它
‘‘愛’’又找到‘‘富貴’’

但是‘‘富貴’’的船上裝滿了金銀珠寶跟本沒法讓它上船
繼續找．．．
它找到‘‘快樂’’


‘‘愛’’對著‘‘快樂’’求救
但‘‘快樂’’就是快樂
正不知為了什麼事高興

跟本沒看到‘‘愛’’
繼續找．．．
這次‘‘愛’’找到了‘‘孤單’’

但已‘‘孤單’’經習慣自己一個人孤單
所以還是沒讓‘‘愛’’上船
正當‘‘愛’’絕望時

突然有一個老人伸手把它拉上自己的船
老人沒說什麼．．．
也一樣跟著其他感覺找尋可棲身的小島

最後它們到了一個小島後
老人把‘‘愛’’放下後就又坐上船走了
‘‘愛’’一直沒機會問老人的名字

直到不久後它遇到另一個老人‘‘智慧’’
‘‘智慧’’告訴‘‘愛’’那個救它的老人是"時間"
‘‘智慧’’說：『時間之所以會救愛,是因為只有時間能肯定愛的存在』

what i have done for this 3 week

ok.. really is time for me to updated my blog joh.. since my last post in on December 15... sigh i been lazy lazy and lazy recently..
i just wanna updated you all with the thing i have done in this 3 week holiday.. the 1st day i went back to my home town i was catch by my father and he tell me that in penang one got one 'god doctor' that can cure any nose problem( me and my mother always got nose problem) so he ask me to go take a look. but the problem is the 'god doctor' is in penang!!! i need to drive about 3 hour just to c that 'god doctor' and spend 3 more hour to come back home.... but that my father ORDER!!!! i need to go no matter what ... so next day me , my mother and my father depart from my home town on 9 something morning and reach there around 12.... that 'god doctor' is actually specialist in catch the 'nose worm' .. yes you not read wrong is nose worm.. that doctor say every people got nose worm just depend on the quantity only. is hard to believe right? i hard to believe on that time too but after i do the 'treatment' i have to believe that, cause my nose really got worm....

as you all can see.. the black color is actually the medicine to catch those worm and the little white color thing is actually my 'worm' inside my nose.... scary right...

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the next thing i do during the holidays i went to sabah for my holidays trip!!! i go with my super wife... actually we go sabah not just for travel, my super wife go there to settle some company work and i go there to visit my best friends. event just a few days trip but we really enjoy the trip. lucky i got one friends there , cause he can bring us to walk around the kk and other sabah place. At the first night, my friends bring us to a seafood restaurant, that is only one thing i can say here... the seafood there is really really really nice and CHEAP!!!! walao... we almost order whole table with prawn. crab and fish but just rm 2oo++.. and the seafood is very delicious...
then the next day we went to the gunung kota kinabalu. but we not go climb the mountain la.. we just go the the food of the mountain to take a look and take picture only. after that we went to my friends place stay a night and we lead to labuan at the next day morning. that is a very enjoy and happy trip .. but one thing not good is the distance between one place to other place is very far!!!! we almost spend half of our trip just to sit in the car....

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the last thing i do is i attended my best friends wedding dinner... that dinner also consider a hometown friends gathering dinner.. is happy to meet back all the old friends,

is really long time didn't go back and meet my old friends already. actually can say is hard to let each other to meet. really appreciate that night and hope we all can meet again soon.

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that all for my simple sharing .. hehe actually i still got many thing can write in here but i really lazy to write... what to do .. lazy cannot be cure.. so .. that all .. bye bye

一生都要學習做人

** 一生都要學習做人 **
星雲大師有一位徒弟，大學畢業後，到夏威夷讀碩士，又到耶魯讀博士，花了好多年的時間，終於得到博士，非常歡喜。有一天他回來，對星雲說：「師父，我現在得到博士學位了，以後要再學習什麼呢？」星雲說：「學習做人。」學習做人是一輩子的事，沒有辦法畢業的。星雲覺得人生，不管是士農工商、各種人等，只要學習就有進步，我们需要學習的事。

第一、「學習認錯」。人常常不肯認錯，凡事都說是別人的錯，認為自己才是對的，其實不認錯就是一個錯。認錯的對象可以是父母、朋友、社會大眾、佛祖，甚至向兒女或是對我不好的人認錯，自己不但不會少了什麼，反而顯得你有度量。學習認錯是美好的，是一個大修行。

第二、「學習柔和」。人的牙齒是硬的，舌頭是軟的，到了人生的最後，牙齒都掉光了，舌頭卻不會掉，所以要柔軟，人生才能長久，硬反而吃虧。心地柔軟了，是修行最大的進步。一般形容執著的人說，你的心、你的性格很冷、很硬，像鋼鐵一樣。如果我們像禪門說的調息、調身、調心，慢慢調伏像野馬、像猴子的這顆心，令它柔軟，人生才能活得更快樂、更長久。

第三、「學習生忍」。這世間就是忍一口氣，風平浪靜，退一步海闊天空；忍，萬事都能消除。忍就是會處理、會化解，用智慧、能力讓大事化小、小事化無。各位要生活、要生存、要生命，有了忍，可以認清世間的好壞、善惡、是非，甚至接受它。

第四、「學習溝通」。缺乏溝通，就會產生是非、爭執與誤會。現在中國大陸、香港和台灣，兩岸三地最重要的就是溝通，相互了解、相互體諒、相互幫助，大家都是龍兄虎弟，互相爭執、不溝通怎麼能和平呢？

第五、「學習放下」。人生像一只皮箱，需要用的時候提起，不用的時就把它放下，應放下的時候，卻不放下，就像拖著沉重的行李，無法自在。人生的歲月有限，認錯、尊重、包容才能讓人接受，放下才自在啊！

第六、「學習感動」。我們看到人家得好處，要歡喜；看到好人好事，要能感動。感動是一個愛心、菩薩心、菩提心，在我幾十年的歲月裡，有許多事情、語言感動了我，所以我也很努力的想辦法讓別人感動。

第七、「學習生存」。為了生存，我要維護身體健康，身體健康不但對自己有利，也讓朋友、家人放心，所以也是孝親的行為。

happydudes live

27.11.09 my band happydude was perform live again for the leo charity concert at pei teck primary school hall. this time we was 'special' a bit for the other normal performance ... cause this time we all wear the cartoon mask to the stage... haha .. happydude mah ... must wear funny funny thing to bring happy to people... so that day after the rehearsal we all 5 big guy went to toys shop and choose our favor cartoon character mask.... is sound silly but it really funny .. we went few shop to find the mask .. and finally we went to one toys shop near at the bunga raya road there and found the thing we want... we actually test the and play with the mask on the spot at that shop.. i dunno other people will scared by us not... 5 big guy play with the small kid cartoon mask...
we end up with me with the power rangers mask, vocalist jian lun with the spiderman , drummer billy with the dog mask, lead guitar kkm with ultraman, rhythm guitar poke lek with Donald duck mask.....

power ranger... do ignore the hand behind.. haha
that night we perform 2 song .. one is i wanna from all american reject and other one is love story cover by right coast...

happydudes....

LCC night

噩梦

兜兜转转了那么多圈

最终还是回到了原点

原以为是美好的梦境

却发现是噩梦的开始

挣扎还是挣扎不出来

始终没从噩梦中醒来

难道就逃离不出噩梦

泪从眼出累从不停止

逃不出魔掌梦的破灭

逃避也抵挡不住压力

现来的悔意又有何用

早知如此又何必当初

雨

雨一滴一滴落下

滑落在身上寒冷

风吹过有点刺骨

衣裳也抵挡不住

寒冷无助和无奈

泪不知不觉流落

多么无奈也没法

忍耐还是忍耐着

雨越大风不停止

雨后的彩虹何处

心中的冷漠何灭

雨过天晴何时到

何时何刻何时晴

雨中漫步寒冷的

漫长的路还得走

没终点无法停下